Let Babylon Burn - So Alone

These nights
I drift and fall apart
A lovin' body lost in soul
The ground recedes beneath my heart
And emptiness consumes me whole
You speak to me, I hear the sound
I answer like
I always do
But somewhere words stop getting through though
I'm standing alone
I'm so alone
In silent halls
I roam, I roam
I'm so alone, I'm so alone
This haunted shore without a home
So close to you, so far away
I disappear here every day
I'm so alone
I'm so alone
And you're right here
You're right here
Disappointment has no sound
It settles softly in the bones
A thousand almost nothings
Turn living room to stone
I used to reach across the space
I used to fight to pull you near
I poured my meaning into words
Just hoping you would finally hear
A little every promise
A little every excuse
A little every time
I needed you
And ended up consoling you
A little, a little, a little, a little every time
I needed you and ended up consoling you
A little, a little, a little, a little
I didn't choose to turn this cold
I simply so alone, I'm so alone
This song, it's without a home
So close to you
So far away
I disappear here every day
I'm so alone
I'm so alone
You're right here
You're right here
Oh, you're right here tonight
I reached when
I was angry
I reached when
I was scared
I reached across the silence just to find nobody there
Reach reach
God, I reach
Maybe that's what hurts the most
The opposite of love
Wasn't when
I shouted
It wasn't when
I cried
It was when
I stopped asking if you'd meet me halfway
And your distance stopped surprising me
I'm so alone, I'm so alone
In silent halls
I roam, I roam
I'm so alone, I'm so alone
This haunted soul without a home
You're close enough to touch my face, but miles can't name this kind of space
I'm so alone
I'm so alone
You're right here
Right here
Maybe love doesn't always end with someone walking out the door
Sometimes they're still standing right in front of you
Oh, your heart doesn't reach anything