SHINee - Anti Believer

Midnight like the night
All mixed up, just like that
Standing on the same scene
Watching myself filled with lies
For a moment, I forgot to blink
Without doubt, I was wounded by every whisper
I too was easily fooled—soon, I’ll leave far behind
A million lies
Now, clear away reality
Riva, river, river
Loneliness in emptiness
Deep within my heart
Even firm conviction trembles
Stopping me in my tracks
Even small choices feel hard
Need, more, just for a moment—lose control
A moment—afterward, slowly
Memories surface, senses fade—
I must pass through even this
The long time, finally abandoned and despised
Promises never kept, trust in self gone
Hospitalized—all expectations shattered
All will be well—but easily, quickly fooled
Vanish, disappear—gone
Now, clear away reality
River, river, river, river
Alone in darkness
In the void where all is lost
Breathing beside me once more
Observing me—
A silent scream
Alone in darkness