Ongky - Love Behind the Veil of Lies 1

You came bringing a rainbow in the grey sky
Carving a beautiful promise that you said so soulfully
In every word that flows softly from your lips
I believe that I am the only one in your heart
You hold my hand as if you will never let go
You look into my eyes as if there is nothing I have to throw away
My suspicion
You say my name in such a melodious tone
As if this love is pure, unsullied and eternally united
But behind the smile you always display
There are thousands of secrets you hide
In every hug that feels warm and calm
There is a thick wall that I cannot penetrate
My love for you grows deeper and boundless
Even though I know part of you is not completely mine
Your sweet words, they are just a string of lies
But still I am lulled and unable to turn away from you
This pain is so intense but I still hold on
Loving the shadow you create so beautifully
I know you are not completely honest and sincere
But for me seeing you smile is everything
Let me be the one to hold the pain
This alone
Let this love live amidst your lies
Because truly this feeling is too sacred and grey
Even lies can extinguish its flame
You are the most beautiful lie I've ever had
And at the same time the only truth I ever saw
Even though I know you're not completely there for me
I still love you
With all my heart
In silence
And in this pain